Wednesday, March 23, 2011
already Here
if there is any longing left within you
i will drape this body over it
so you cannot deny the warmth
that encompasses your All...
if there is still loneliness in your starry skies
i will stand feet bare
take both of your hands
and pull you into That...
it was always meant to be this way
a nation of magi, we are
celestial terrestrial scrolls
of his.tory, my.stery and Is...
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
divine design
The nebula shamans invoke light to form by primordial intonation.
Auming and tonguing deep archetypal tunnels of prime creation.
The tones are sentient, oiling omnipotent caverns of human dreaming.
Inhale the source, exhale crystalline spores, the design of radial breathing.
The Milky Way has its say in redefining the silverlining of mastering limitation.
Homogeneous memory, emerging alchemy, seducing a matrix of incarnation.
In a hypnotic cosmic gel, seeking madly to dispel that disorienting smell
that solidifies separation cries, forgetting the One that breathes its shell.
Waking deeper into an earthly dream, longing and shaping as it appears
to be connecting and reflecting linguistic mirrors and spectral spheres.
Dreaming mysticism into the mind, feeling slightly left behind,
its weeping voice seals the choice and becomes the tantra it designed.
-word pie by aLuna, image unknown
Monday, March 21, 2011
Sensitivity, Rituals and Journaling...
So the other night I come home from my second job, having worked all day and night. My knees weak and feet sore from the dancing, the only thing I wanted to do was land in front of my altar and enter the timeless stream of consciousness before dreamtime. I walk into my temple to strangely find my meditation altar in the middle of the room, another table flipped upside down, and the sri murthi, pearls and crystals strewn across the floor like they had been thrown. So after a few scenarios flipped through my mind, of which I shall spare you the workings, I realized that there was a new cable running through my room and that it was likely the cable guy's handy work. I laughed with relief, because, better the cable guy than a gnarly little grey, right? Thats fun though too...I decided it deserved a cleansing anyway, so I upgraded the table and cleaned it up real nice like. I meandered into the basement looking for a large frame for the sri murthi and in the midst of my digging, I found some old boxes with my name on them. Magnetically and logically so, I found myself sifting through them, these nostalgic reminders of my childhood. Apparently, I was into time-capsulating my experiences as a little one because I found some old diaries, notes, poetry and stories I had written, beginning most coherently from the 3rd grade all that way up to my junior year in high school. Third grade was the year my grandmother, who took care of me most of the time, died. She was a key player in co-sculpting this personality construct. I sat with all of these memories attached to objects and words until 3am. I dont remember much of my life before 3rd grade anyway, so that time has yet to reveal its goods to me, but I am assured that I will uncover the deepest of that me when the timing is right and I am ready to re-member.
Anyhow, I pieced together some portions of my personality and how I came to be this Aluna character and did some deep processing. The first year, I wrote at the end and beginning of every entry "It was a very good day" which I found to be particularly endearing. In 1996, I wrote a lot about my brother and I am thrilled to see how expressive I was about my emotions. I wrote in detail about how those experiences felt rather than the mental mechanics that later would take over my entries. At one point, a very powerful moment, I was connecting deeply with that child and consoling her as she wrote. She (I) was writing 'I can't forgive him!' over and over for an entire page. Simultaneously I was deeply releasing and what came with that were tears and a monsoon of emotion. Lo and behold, I turn the page and ... god I love how timeless we are! I turn the page and in 1997, my brother had found and read my diary and everything I had written about him. He, as if speaking directly to me now, wrote Sarah, Please forgive me. I'm sorry for everything I did to you and anything I will do to you. And then he drew this picture of me with a beard. Hahaha....
It continues to be serendipitous and a profound recovery of those portions of myself. Furthermore, I was later reading over some indian rituals that Sri Amma Bhagavan advise to invoke certain states of awareness. One of them was actually to clean, arrange and decorate the altar, which is said to invoke a state of super sensitivity. Let me tell you, since that night I have been a walking water park, crying about everything... I'm a beautiful mess! I love it!
A few other things I was extremely pleased to read were the stories and the messages therein. It seems I was highly concerned with the state of "Momma Nature" and suggested that we change everything we do so we can "save her". I was also aspiring to be "the worlds most graceful dancer" and "to receive the highest education ever!" This was before I decided that I wanted to live in a Winnebago and travel the world in it. And these are all still extremely valid.
The point of this long entry, if there is one, is that my reality has reflected to me so many times that writing is healing and it holds and carries much power. What I observed as the years read on is that I have maintained a softness. This experience allowed me to see in a very real way just how malleable this personality construct truly is. Of course, there is a shadow side to that recognition, because it can suggest that I am impressionable. But it also powerfully suggests that I have the ability to shape myself into anything I desire to be. I'm absolutely certain that this ability is not unique to me, but to all of us. So what will I do with all of this from this point forward (backward, upward and downward)? Well, I'll let my story continue to flower and empower me. It has rekindled my love for writing to myself daily and I encourage you to begin the archiving of yourself as well, whether through written word (handwritten is most powerful in my opinion), video logs, etc. This is 2011 and it seems there is little time left in the Kali Yuga... These are our stories people!!! At some point, I realize we will all let go of them, but it is an ancient mystic truth that journaling stores power and it seems also that these are the most powerful times of our lives, of our humanity... I intend to re-member it ALL.
bowing in the luminosity of your glow...
aLuna
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Ides of March
"The Ides of March"
Bashar
Relatively speaking, you can draw a window from about your 12th day of March to your 18th day of March, give or take a day or two on either side, depending upon the year, depending upon the changes that have gone on in your collective consciousness as to the energy that surrounds an approximate midpoint of March 15th.
This gateway that we are referring to is simply the result of your collective consciousness on many different levels, both physiologically and non-physiologically, of course, coming to a certain point of momentum...a certain point in the cycle of the changes and the evolution that goes on within you.
It is an opportunity, in this Ides of March window, for you to have better assessment about who and what you are, to more precisely clarify who and what you believe yourself to be, who and what you desire yourself to be.
This timing is a particularly, shall we say, important one. It is like unto the eye of the needle, as you describe it, in that the only way you can really allow yourself to pass easily, without struggle...without pain...without effort, through the eye of the needle, through the transformational, transitional eye of the needle doorway, and to really let go of all the things that don't belong to you, because only you, only the true you...the real you...the natural you will fit through the eye of the needle. Anything that does not belong will not fit. If you try to bring it with you through the eye of the needle, it will be a struggle, it will be a strain; it cannot fit.
So now is the time for clarification and cleansing, for releasing of those ideas, those belief systems, those patterns, habits, and so on and so forth, that may have been placed within your consciousness by your parents, by your peers, by your society, that do not define the
you you prefer to be, that are not about who you KNOW you really are, in your heart of hearts... to let them go and to redefine and reassess yourself, especially now at this time, because it is SO fortuitous, the momentum that exists right now for high acceleration.
Letting go of those things that don't serve you will help you remain more firmly in the present, and allow you to gather and integrate all your energy in the here and now, so that you can function with more awareness, more consciousness.
This keys into the whole idea of communication to your higher levels of consciousness, other dimensions, other realms...the Infinite, what have you, your guides, it doesn't matter, the angels, as you call them, it doesn't matter.
This keys into your ability to have clearer communication within your self and with all levels of consciousness. The idea that you so often call prayer, though you do not have to use that term, (this does not have to be focused in what you call a religious connotation), but just because you utilize that term, we are utilizing it now to demonstrate and describe, to symbolize what we are discussing.
Prayer...when you pray, when you communicate with the Infinite, when you communicate with more of yourself, when you communicate with your guides, or whatever it is you wish to label that you are communicating with, it is important...it is critical...it is KEY, that you remember that prayer must be IN THE PRESENT. And what this means is this, everything...everything that you desire, everything that you want that is really representative of your truth, your natural self...your true excitement...your true joy, everything that you would say that you would ever wind up getting in your life, you have already been given. It may be invisible to you at the moment, but you have already been given everything!
So when you pray and ask for something, recognize you do not need to ask to be given something you don't have. When you pray you are asking for assistance to see that you have already been given it.
Once you have the assistance to see that you have already been given what you are asking for, that means your vibration then equals that idea, that reality...that experience...that gift. And once you equal the vibration of that gift, it becomes visible to you, it becomes, as you say, manifested in your reality. But it isn't that it is actually manifesting as if it wasn't there; it's just that you have learned to see what has always been right here, right now, more clearly.
Because you have everything...EVERYTHING you could ever want, it has already been given to you, there is nothing outside of you, there is nothing beyond you, there is no outside, there is no beyond. Everything is here and now, but in various states of visibility and invisibility, depending upon the frequency that you are operating on, and that means the belief system, the definitions that you buy into most strongly.
That's what allows you to perceive various aspects of the one reality that is all right here. When you learn more clearly to shift, to tune your frequency, to match that which you desire, then you will see that it has always been right here, and you will know that you have always contained it, and you will then experience it as so.
And again, as we have said, the way that you can more easily allow yourself to learn how to tune in this way, is to let go of those things that don't belong to you, let go of those definitions that don't work for you. Don't insist on holding on to them, they will only hold you back like baggage you don't need. Lighten up...lighten your load, and you will experience more enlightenment.
Now, also, as we have discussed recently, just an interesting idea...just an interesting suggestion, just an interesting technique. This is a little bit, what you call in your language, tongue in cheek, nevertheless, sometimes doing something in a playful way can actually have profound impact and affect in your life. And so what we have to share with you, what we have to suggest to you is this idea, play with it however you wish.
If you find that you believe that you must make sacrifices in life, then sacrifice the things that don't work for you and watch them dissolve. Let yourself sacrifice those things instead of sacrificing what you prefer. You can use the same mechanism for the things that you don't need as well as the things that you do. Play with that idea and see what happens.
As you do so you will generally find that you will learn why you were motivated to focus and choose the things you don't REALLY prefer, and how you can be motivated to choose the things you do prefer. Because everything is a motivation, EVERYTHING that you do.
As we have said many times, remember... there is no such thing as a lack of motivation, there is no such thing as a lack of trust, you're always trusting in something, the question is what are you trusting in. You are always motivated, you are always choosing something, the question is why are you motivated to choose something that you believe isn't really working for you. Remember, if you're not doing the thing you want to do, it is not because you're not motivated to do that thing, it's because you are motivated to do something else. Find out why.
When you understand the motivational reasons you have created in your mind, for why you choose to do what you do, why you choose to stay where you stay, why you choose to behave the way you behave, why you choose to be where you are, then you will understand how you can change the definition. And you will, by changing the definition, change the feelings and the motivation concurrently, because everything is connected to the strongest definition, the strongest belief you have about what you think is possible in life.
And once you change your definition...your motivation is automatic in the direction of the strongest belief...the strongest definition. It's as simple as that. Remember, this is not philosophy...this is physics. Everything is energy and that's all there is to it. Match the frequency of the reality you want and you cannot help but get that reality. It can be no other way. This is physics.
Friday, February 25, 2011
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Ancient Future Alien Language
Bashar is a sassanian contact specialist, and pilot, whose ship is currently above Sedona, Arizona. He has been one of my guides since forever and continues to illuminate the good stuff. Chanting these words or simply using them at all activates a particular frequency and connection with these guys... and the symbols represented below dial in various galactic energies. Just laying the groundwork...
shivai!
Friday, February 18, 2011
Sweet Surrender
I am knee deep in this process and so I'm taking some time out to post this and going right back into it. A charge has come up for me that seemed to be externally insignificant and actually quite silly, but I have allowed myself to move past the appearance and truly feel the charge. It put me in touch with a very desperate part of my ego and I recognized the need to share my experience with one of my close friends. Her reflection was so perfect because she allowed me to be in that state without trying to fix anything (thank you dakota).
Note: As a friend, this is truly one of the greatest gifts one can receive. Someone who can hold space for you to be who you need to be, and not invalidate your experience by trying to fix anything. Allowing the natural course of suffering to flow and turn itself into joy once the charge has been neutralized.
So through my hilarious realizations of my process, I asked the Universe to please give me more specific directions. The song "Sweet Surrender" was then momentarily turned up to full blast in the restaurant... And this is where it has lead me so far. For Bashar to say "this really is, in a sense, the most important, the most fundamental principle of all the things that we have ever discussed..." is pretty significant. I STRONGLY SUGGEST you ch-ch-check it out!
B: All right, I'll say good day to you, this day of your time. How are you all?
Audience: Great, Perfect, Good!
B: Let us begin, once again, by thanking you for co-creating this transmission and allowing our civilization to experience you in this way. Recently, during our last transmission through this window to you, we began to speak about the idea of surrender. This is one of the most important concepts that we can share with all of you. It is the concept that will, in a sense, sum up all the other tools and techniques we have discussed with you, put them to best use by bringing them all under the umbrella of the concept of surrender. So we will continue with this idea, so that there will be enough opportunities for each and every one of you to understand how to apply, how to use this idea in your lives to your benefit, to create, to allow profound change in a direction that is reflective of the infinite possibilities that you are. So, you must first of all remember that when we talk about the idea of surrender, we are not talking about the idea of invalidating who you are, rather just the opposite. We are talking about total validation of who you are, what you are, what you were created to be.
Surrender, in your language, in the sense that most people on your planet usually use it, means that in some senses the kind of giving up that you do goes hand in hand with losing something of yourself, giving away something, giving your power over; this is not what we mean by surrender in this context. What we mean here is the stopping, the cessation of trying to be who you think you need to be and the beginning of simply allowing yourself to be who you are, to surrender the personality game, to give up the personality game that you have been taught for many years to think that you were supposed to play. And in letting that go, in giving it up, in surrendering it, then actually allowing yourself to be what you were created to be, which is in the image of the Infinite. Which means you are created to be unlimited possibilities and, thus, then when you surrender the limiting personality mask that prevents you from seeing that you are Infinite being, that you are unlimited possibilities. When you give that up, you are then allowing the universe, which is a mirror, to reflect, not just the limited personality that you think you are supposed to be, but instead to reflect the unlimited possibilities that you actually are and to allow your life, as we said before, to become an infinite series of miraculous circumstances because that is what you are, miracles of Creation.
And as we said, remember, you are Creation itself, you are the act of creation, you are the event of creation itself. So to surrender to life, to surrender to Creation, to surrender to the Infinite, no matter by what name you wish to call it, it doesn't matter, by so doing, you are surrendering to your true nature and allowing your reality automatically to show you the miracle of creation that you are. And, thus, then, your reality in physical linear terms can represent the miracle that you are by a continuous series of synchronicities that always support you, that benefit you, allow you to experience expanded creativity and abundance.
Remember, please, that this is physics not just a nice idea, not just pretty words. When we talk about the idea of surrendering, we are talking about one of the most profound acts of love, self-love, creation that you can do. And in so, finally, just letting go, just stopping all the trying, all the struggling, all the striving of what you think you are supposed to do, in order to quote/unquote, "Have what you think you are supposed to have." When you give all that up, when you finally just get so tired of trying to be who you think you are supposed to be and give up because you just get so tired of trying to push this that way, pull this this way, and make things fit, and make thing things fall into place, and make things work, when you finally get so tired of doing all that pushing and pulling, when you finally give it all up and let go, then, then the miracles happen, then you can experience life for what it is, unlimited possibilities.
Audience: Great, Perfect, Good!
B: Let us begin, once again, by thanking you for co-creating this transmission and allowing our civilization to experience you in this way. Recently, during our last transmission through this window to you, we began to speak about the idea of surrender. This is one of the most important concepts that we can share with all of you. It is the concept that will, in a sense, sum up all the other tools and techniques we have discussed with you, put them to best use by bringing them all under the umbrella of the concept of surrender. So we will continue with this idea, so that there will be enough opportunities for each and every one of you to understand how to apply, how to use this idea in your lives to your benefit, to create, to allow profound change in a direction that is reflective of the infinite possibilities that you are. So, you must first of all remember that when we talk about the idea of surrender, we are not talking about the idea of invalidating who you are, rather just the opposite. We are talking about total validation of who you are, what you are, what you were created to be.
Surrender, in your language, in the sense that most people on your planet usually use it, means that in some senses the kind of giving up that you do goes hand in hand with losing something of yourself, giving away something, giving your power over; this is not what we mean by surrender in this context. What we mean here is the stopping, the cessation of trying to be who you think you need to be and the beginning of simply allowing yourself to be who you are, to surrender the personality game, to give up the personality game that you have been taught for many years to think that you were supposed to play. And in letting that go, in giving it up, in surrendering it, then actually allowing yourself to be what you were created to be, which is in the image of the Infinite. Which means you are created to be unlimited possibilities and, thus, then when you surrender the limiting personality mask that prevents you from seeing that you are Infinite being, that you are unlimited possibilities. When you give that up, you are then allowing the universe, which is a mirror, to reflect, not just the limited personality that you think you are supposed to be, but instead to reflect the unlimited possibilities that you actually are and to allow your life, as we said before, to become an infinite series of miraculous circumstances because that is what you are, miracles of Creation.
And as we said, remember, you are Creation itself, you are the act of creation, you are the event of creation itself. So to surrender to life, to surrender to Creation, to surrender to the Infinite, no matter by what name you wish to call it, it doesn't matter, by so doing, you are surrendering to your true nature and allowing your reality automatically to show you the miracle of creation that you are. And, thus, then, your reality in physical linear terms can represent the miracle that you are by a continuous series of synchronicities that always support you, that benefit you, allow you to experience expanded creativity and abundance.
Remember, please, that this is physics not just a nice idea, not just pretty words. When we talk about the idea of surrendering, we are talking about one of the most profound acts of love, self-love, creation that you can do. And in so, finally, just letting go, just stopping all the trying, all the struggling, all the striving of what you think you are supposed to do, in order to quote/unquote, "Have what you think you are supposed to have." When you give all that up, when you finally just get so tired of trying to be who you think you are supposed to be and give up because you just get so tired of trying to push this that way, pull this this way, and make things fit, and make thing things fall into place, and make things work, when you finally get so tired of doing all that pushing and pulling, when you finally give it all up and let go, then, then the miracles happen, then you can experience life for what it is, unlimited possibilities.

So, remember when you surrender your personality, when you let go and you give it up, you are surrendering to life, you are surrendering to the Infinite, you are surrendering to your true self. You are not losing anything, you are nor giving your power away. You are once and for all, finally, allowing yourself to actually be who you are, your natural self, your true self.
We will continue to work with each and every one of you in this manner and on this principle because this really is, in a sense, the most important, the most fundamental principle of all the things that we have ever discussed. And every other thing, every other tool, every other technique, every other idea we have ever discussed with each and every one of you will all fall under this notion of surrender. For if you do not allow yourself to be who you are then, really, anything else that we have discussed will not really be fully allowed to function for you, to work for you, in the biggest most expansive way that it possibly could. You might see little successes here and there, little glimpses here and there, but without the surrender you're really, again, working in pieces through the personality which is limiting and this is not what each and every one of you have said you want life to be.
So let us begin, day by day, step by step, to just let go, to trust, to not care so much, worry so much and, again, we do not mean 'care' in the sense of no longer do you care for people; we do not mean it that way. But to stop caring and worrying so much about the things you think you are supposed to do and the way you think you are supposed to do them. But just let life show you who you are, and let life show you how you can unfold in miraculous ways.
We thank you, once again, for allowing us, in this transmission, to remind you of the importance and the power of surrender and letting go. And in return for the gift, once again, that you are giving to us in allowing us to experience you in this exchange, I ask in return, what way may I now be of service to you?
Audience: Bashar! Bashar! Bashar!
B: And to you, good day.
Audience: Bashar! Bashar! Bashar!
B: And to you, good day.
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