Sunday, December 18, 2011

dvine archetype architect

i am soothed & swooned by the percolating memories of other now moments. in a recent aya journey through the eye of the needle, i real-eyes-ed that i have been the architect of my world, building on anciently designed realities. just last night in a sleeping dream, i was fully conscious of the magnitude of my appreciation for physical architecture. and even as i take a break from a netflix redezvous into "future by design" to write this, i am synchronized with the theme. interactive synthesized synchroni-cities.

i was reflecting on the things i said i wanted to do with my life when i was around 10 years on this planet and an aHa came over me with a resounding duhhhhhh... i had it that i wanted to work with animals. my sister said she wanted to be a veterinarian. i was so excited by this potential partnership. as i looked through these memory archives i realized that it wasn't the nature of the business that got me excited at all. it was me sitting with her, drawing out the building design of our "future business". i drew underground tunnels and massive structures (as if veterinarians need a high rise). i recall the giddy up it gave me clearly and it just makes so much sense, given my recent dream adventures into different kinds of futuristic cities with incredible alien structure and sexy curvy sacred geometrical integrity.

it was brought up again two nights ago when a friend was talking about owning a house. i said that if and when i have a house of my own, i'd like to design one out of living growing trees over many years and guide them to weave within a hexagonal domed structure so that the walls were living breathing gaian allies pumping my family with ionic calibration. didn't even skip a beat. spring fed and sustainable. ohhhh the excitement!!

to the point! i invite YOU to explore the things you said you "wanted to be when you grow up" and see how that plays into your joy now. and share what you find in the archives of your mind!

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

going direct.

Its been a while since I really shared anything with my community in this way. My energy focus has been flowing in a multitude of directions, split like a waterfall and inevitably plummeting by natural force into integration. I've taken more transformational blows in this interlude from writing than ever. And....

The part of me that craves significance wants to share all about the happenings and lessons I've absorbed. But there is a subtle and more powerful voice resounding that's reeling to stream my joy of being in the present moment. I am sitting here listening for what to write with eyes closed. All ten fingers coming together to form an egyptic mudra of no origin. Its saying to me that our "overcoming challenges" stories are based in a past tense view of the future. So if there is no challenge in the present, then there's no story to attach to.

Story in the sense of who we think we are, rather than who we actually are.

I'm no Eckhart Tolle (or am I?) but the present moment is the golden ticket to joy. Joy is the re|present|ative of the high self. "But I've failed at being mindful before. It's an elusive reality. Only monks are that mindful. Why even try?" Oh, thank you. That's exactly whats in the way of being now|here focused. (It will tell you if you will listen.) So, mindfulness as a concept is grasping at the past tense view of the future. Mindfulness as a reality exists only in the present moment and you've got to be here for it.

Keep her busy with research and figuring stuff out so she doesn't run off with her joy again and leave me alone.

Oh, thank you. So that's whats in the way.

We made a deal and I'm an honest ego. But I think you'd like to see me out of a job, and that's not going to fly. Eradication of the ego. Psshhh. Go ahead and try it.

Oh, thank you. So that's whats in the way.

And the chatter goes on... I don't make the assumption that I will one day be free of the ego completely (in this body). Its just that it has no hold on my state of being when I clearly listen. In Landmark, we distinguish that people talk excessively because they don't feel heard. Some of my "spiritual" friends say eradicate the ego. My tribe and I say give the dog a bone and be on with it. Essentially, we want to re|present our commitment of unconditional love to the ego for the service it provides. So listen and bless it.

Mercury goes direct in 23 minutes.

Oh, thank you.

Monday, October 24, 2011

a glorified account of a weekend in hot springs, arkansas

posted up in a half cocked fedora, smooth leaning against my fav mama tree in the yard of my suburban home-slice... the luna sends her blessings for an adventurous weekend. a maroon car pulls up with conviction into my neighbor's driveway. my gaze returns to the velvet star jeweled sky. brought back to earth by the cheesy ringtone of the day, "we're here." "you're in the wrong driveway." "HA." We were teamKC ready to rock the stargate in the AR crystalline playground, aka Ouachita Mountains.

8:30PM departure, team KC headed south on the steel breeze with adorable 4G.iKatie on navigation, charismatic Casey Burge our pilot, Sunshine Word Medicine representin the lavendar sacred smokes and witty rhetoric; we rocked the coast to coast AM frequency a majority of the trip, mapping our favorite constellations and telling stories which fed into conversations of the space-friend and shaman-dream flavor. my intentions to flirt with them all weekend were easily stated and set. arrival at campsite numero uno, 3AM. the crescent moon bares her sexy pale silhouette through the rippled skylake cloud cover and we scan the earth for the perfect degree of "tent cush". the guardian of the grounds, a black house cat pummels me to welcome. coming down from the tobacco buzz while simultaneously growing wings from DMT release, i settle into the nest, whispering dream stories to my partner in prime, katie aaron. a man in the tent next to us snores loudly and i realize that he couldn't be anything other than a giant white lion sent to serenade me to sleep. my truth. giggle fits arise when our tent is repeatedly walloped by some unknown creature. perhaps its a skunk... perhaps its don Juan... perhaps its my friend 'The Night Spirit'... soon to find out in the shadow it cast it is the guardian cat, come to play with the newly arrived.. that or she's got a few screws loose. while she did gymnastics off the tent, archangels sat sentinel in all directions for the remaining moments of the majestic milky way crowning of my hemisphere. a dream close encounter with a glowing grapefruit-sized rainbow colored spider, trickling venom made of white light onto my forehead cause me to jump awake followed by another timely tent "attack".

awake again at 11:08AM, exit into direct sunlight 11:11AM, naturally. my spider skin melted overnight; my human absorbing vitamin D skin cloak: confirmed and fully operational. the slumbering ones suckle the last drops of REM and I go deep ujjayi style with surya namaskaras to Amun Ra, the sun god, as he takes mighty steps across the sky, dissolving my thoughts in his superconscious rays. as i lie in shavasana, team KC is now stirring and huddle 100 feet away and i catch a glimpse of their revolving conversation about semen and its many uses. i put in my two cents about and reverence for the whole magical phenomenon.

next montage at the crystal mine: several hours of maneuvering in the red/yellow peanut butter mud playground, delicately uncovering terminated earth DNA in quartz form. this for me is always a deeply personal sesh with the Mother and therefore a mostly silent retreat into her throes. if staring into the red dirt for hours, (total grounding) a glance up at the greenery would send your eyes into a full gratitude bow for the prolific vibrancy in superman saturation. we got out of there at sunset with a few really dank pieces and extreme satisfaction. a lemurian seed crystal dug out with these 3D hands = multiple synonyms of YES.

we hunt out a new campsite at the whim of our intuition and score a beaut. fire up the soup, throw on an extra jacket & toss the wine bag around for a good slapping. casey burge breaks it DOWN on omnivorous endeavors and de-calcification, which has my excitement probing exploration of the realm of elite animal products (non-factory farm, obviously).

typical of any camping trip in the Alunaverse, cue the rain and it was time to reTreat into the love laden babbling brookside tents. at the bottom of a hill, the water is bound to collect says the keen camper katie. "we're good, my tent is the shiznittle bam." "ok, sure sarah. we'll probably end up sleeping in the car." *wink*

1 hour in, "sarah there's an inch deep puddle of water under the tent" sleepy sarah says "its all gravy baby this tent is on lock". katie waits patiently for me to wake up wet and eager to occupy a dry car. the moment arrives. huge puddles and i am soaked.. diving into the car and humbling myself as i peel off the wet clothes. 30 minutes later, i see in my minds eye a large gray alien standing outside my car door and click, the door pops open and startles me to a comedic level of intensity. sunshine word medicine says unto thee, "hotel, my treat." their tent had also been submarined. the adventures continue. i had premonitioned and shared with the team earlier that day that i had a vision we'd be sleeping in a hotel room that night that came with an occurring thought like "Mmmmm warm dry bed". so as we waded our way to the hotel, even despite my overconfidence in my oh so amazing tent, there was expressedly peaked curiosity at any additional alunaversal predictions.

dreamsphere recall: questioning my friend andrew who passed into spirit a couple years ago about what its like for him there. from the perspective of my dream body, he was nonphysical and linked in telepathically. i ask him to enter my dream, he does. we rejoice in sweet affectionate kisses of a deeply emotional kind. back into this reality, its time to check out and IHOP mingle with the Hot Springs, Arkansas locals. soak up the culture ya know.

next stop and last adventure before returning home: alligator & wildlife petting zoo of the teeny weeny kind. some of the best surprises come in weird strokes of tourist attraction. $6.50 entrance fee. inevitably, we were all bitten and rammed by hungry talkative goats. as i gaze into the humbling emotive eyes of a timid monkey, i am prodded by some existential ancient memory of relation. dozens of alligators are piled atop one another, absolutely dead still. hibernation time. i sit with a 65 year old mama alligator, (of my totem) for the great connect to penetrate me. they wont be fed for another 4 months. we watched the feeding of three giant mountain lions who prowled and hissed, demanding my respect; we admired the regal wild turkeys who fanned their iridescent artful design for us in serenity; and of course, an encounter with my favorite surprise of all, the exalted mystic white-arctic wolf, also of my totem. FYI, all animals were born in captivity and rescued from worser conditions, which made me feel a lot better about supporting the facility.

no wild hot springs were found as the entire area had been totally commercialized by bath houses @ $30 per hr. thanks but no thanks. :) and so i return to my hometown with more spicy adventures to add to the experience. spirit, can i have some more earth please? its built in baby....

Monday, September 12, 2011

re-UP'n the health consciousness factor & recovering some keys of ascension....

ITS FREE- Go outside and put your bare feet on the ground. Done.
Technology if you're around a lot of EMFs (computers TVs cell phones etc)- []
Research- David Wolfe "The Shoe Problem" []

Water:: For me, weighing about 125lbs and doing yoga I drink 2 liters AT LEAST
BEST- Go get your own spring water in BPA free // glass containers []
GREAT- Deionized water, add sea salt for minerals
Research- Daniel Vitalis []
Go swimming, take baths & shower. Be immersed in it as much as possible! This is grounding!

There is so much information out there... Where to begin?
Detox- [] []
Do a Juice Fast []
Cultured Veggies & a Raw Food Diet [great sources are David Wolfe, Daniel Vitalis, Donna Gates, any Longevity Now Conference speakers]

How to- Rama "Focus and Meditation" []

Whatever inspires & moves you, do that. Currently, I am loving (ashtanga) yoga & dance. Many of my friends on the health consciousness ride are into Qigong, Taijiquan, Kung Fu, yoga, dance, aerials silks and running....

This is what I think about and what gets me inspired. I encourage you to do whatever it takes to get in tune with your body consciousness and nourish yourself to thrive

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

invoke the elemental magic of building your fire.

Agua is the strongest yet gentlest force. The language crystal of the great unseen, the geometric assimilator of a flowing cosmic musical. A conduit for the divine lightning strike, grounded by the numinous rock of your existence. The air is unseen shall we see so naturally through it. We do want to know its nature. We do want to question its presence. We do want to shrink ourselves down so small, silent, that we can know what its made of. Its a tricky magic... so transparent that you are fooled. It is the support of your flight, the sustenance of your fire, the breath of your intricate design, the wind of your dreaming. Without the potent oxygen of a pure clean mind, our soulfooting, the pulsing blood of our spirit fire is suffocated. The fireless glow will be missed across the vast night plain. Will you find your way back to your tribe?

Twin rocks, bodies of Earth, by sexual collision with the right bed of tinder to land upon will help to warm us from the inside out. Cozy as it goes. A possible beginning to the journey we begin in the night. It will spark the knowing flame of creation within but listen close to its rumbling. ‘Do not stop here!’ Do not use tinder that is wet with your unbridled emotions, rather stoke the embers with every ancient dance of sacredness you can muster. We can be lit up by the divine lightning that will undoubtedly strike. But we would need to practice the yoga of madness. We need to be crazy enough to go into the storm in warrior pose with a devotional metal rod.

This is a place and time for great polarity, metaphor and mythology. The soil of the biosphere is compromised by chemicals and waters polluted with synthetic antidepressants. The air is fumigated with the wretchedness of choices directed by the unconscious; and yet the world is still ablaze, the oxygen molecule is yet everpotent, and the water is springing up like the force of a million years of labor, birthing and bubbling with ecstatic molecular reminders; and with it comes the ancient soil compressed and dynamic with the richness of life sustaining structure..... as it always will be.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Sacred Circuitry

Rewiring my circuits while my intentions arise through the divine design of mind... I popped this little guy out (image below) in less than 24 hours, finishing at exactly midnight on June 15, 2011 - the total lunar eclipse. Having spent a lot of time with maneuvering the geometries of each little line, I see there are still intricate corrections to be made - a perfect symmetry of my inner tonal circuitry experience. (I did save each symbol as a Ps brush so you can 'expect' these guys to pop up subliminally in all of the higher mind's subsequent digital creations)

I hope you enjoy this one as much as I enjoyed creating it.... By far the most intentional fun I've had with Photoshop :)

these are P O W E R F U L....

(click on image to download high resolution)

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

om gaia tree

Om bhur bhuvah svah
tat savitur varenyam
bhargo devasya dhimahi
dhiyo yonah prachodayat

Monday, June 6, 2011

all and neither

i channel the spirit to use the mind, i use the mind to learn the language, i use the tongue to speak the words, i use the words to paint a picture, i paint the picture to transcend language, i transcend language to channel the spirit

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

visionary vortex

in waves. this place is a dream. it has to be. a portal is there. go through it. there's no air. i can't open my eyes. its like their glued shut. i am not breathing. i'm dead. something keeps me from going into self pity and pulls me through a membrane. a loud pop. tantra. its so beautiful here i almost cant handle it. i experience true gratitude for the very first time. pools of tears are gliding out of my eyes on antigravitic luminous threads. what elegance within the physics of this place is spiraling into my stomach? wisps of loving suggestions bend upon the bronze cheek of my perfection. there are colors here beyond my own description. i sigh in a blissful harmonic that vibrates my entire being in symphonic overtone reverb. i shudder in waves of ecstasy as the sound information penetrates. its bouncing within the walls of my totality in a geometric mandala of echoes. something is whispering through a triangulated amulet that is suspended and bobbing in the air before me. its her. oh my god i remember! a high galactic spectrum penetrates the opacity of my hitherto solid body. she has always been me. i am the responsibility to embody us.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

already Here

if there is any longing left within you
i will drape this body over it
so you cannot deny the warmth 
that encompasses your All... 

if there is still loneliness in your starry skies
i will stand feet bare
take both of your hands
and pull you into That...

it was always meant to be this way
a nation of magi, we are
celestial terrestrial scrolls
of his.tory, my.stery and Is...

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

divine design

The nebula shamans invoke light to form by primordial intonation.
Auming and tonguing deep archetypal tunnels of prime creation.

The tones are sentient, oiling omnipotent caverns of human dreaming.
Inhale the source, exhale crystalline spores, the design of radial breathing.

The Milky Way has its say in redefining the silverlining of mastering limitation.
Homogeneous memory, emerging alchemy, seducing a matrix of incarnation.

In a hypnotic cosmic gel, seeking madly to dispel that disorienting smell
that solidifies separation cries, forgetting the One that breathes its shell.

Waking deeper into an earthly dream, longing and shaping as it appears
to be connecting and reflecting linguistic mirrors and spectral spheres.

Dreaming mysticism into the mind, feeling slightly left behind,
its weeping voice seals the choice and becomes the tantra it designed.

-word pie by aLuna, image unknown

Monday, March 21, 2011

Sensitivity, Rituals and Journaling...

So the other night I come home from my second job, having worked all day and night.  My knees weak and feet sore from the dancing, the only thing I wanted to do was land in front of my altar and enter the timeless stream of consciousness before dreamtime.  I walk into my temple to strangely find my meditation altar in the middle of the room, another table flipped upside down, and the sri murthi, pearls and crystals strewn across the floor like they had been thrown. So after a few scenarios flipped through my mind, of which I shall spare you the workings, I realized that there was a new cable running through my room and that it was likely the cable guy's handy work.  I laughed with relief, because, better the cable guy than a gnarly little grey, right?  Thats fun though too...

I decided it deserved a cleansing anyway, so I upgraded the table and cleaned it up real nice like.  I meandered into the basement looking for a large frame for the sri murthi and in the midst of my digging, I found some old boxes with my name on them.  Magnetically and logically so, I found myself sifting through them, these nostalgic reminders of my childhood.  Apparently, I was into time-capsulating my experiences as a little one because I found some old diaries, notes, poetry and stories I had written, beginning most coherently from the 3rd grade all that way up to my junior year in high school.  Third grade was the year my grandmother, who took care of me most of the time, died.  She was a key player in co-sculpting this personality construct.  I sat with all of these memories attached to objects and words until 3am.  I dont remember much of my life before 3rd grade anyway, so that time has yet to reveal its goods to me, but I am assured that I will uncover the deepest of that me when the timing is right and I am ready to re-member.

Anyhow, I pieced together some portions of my personality and how I came to be this Aluna character and did some deep processing.  The first year, I wrote at the end and beginning of every entry "It was a very good day" which I found to be particularly endearing.  In 1996, I wrote a lot about my brother and I am thrilled to see how expressive I was about my emotions.  I wrote in detail about how those experiences felt rather than the mental mechanics that later would take over my entries.  At one point, a very powerful moment, I was connecting deeply with that child and consoling her as she wrote.  She (I) was writing 'I can't forgive him!' over and over for an entire page.  Simultaneously I was deeply releasing and what came with that were tears and a monsoon of emotion.  Lo and behold, I turn the page and ... god I love how timeless we are!  I turn the page and in 1997, my brother had found and read my diary and everything I had written about him.  He, as if speaking directly to me now, wrote Sarah, Please forgive me.  I'm sorry for everything I did to you and anything I will do to you.  And then he drew this picture of me with a beard.  Hahaha....

It continues to be serendipitous and a profound recovery of those portions of myself.  Furthermore, I was later reading over some indian rituals that Sri Amma Bhagavan advise to invoke certain states of awareness.  One of them was actually to clean, arrange and decorate the altar, which is said to invoke a state of super sensitivity.  Let me tell you, since that night I have been a walking water park, crying about everything... I'm a beautiful mess!  I love it!

A few other things I was extremely pleased to read were the stories and the messages therein.  It seems I was highly concerned with the state of "Momma Nature" and suggested that we change everything we do so we can "save her".  I was also aspiring to be "the worlds most graceful dancer" and "to receive the highest education ever!"  This was before I decided that I wanted to live in a Winnebago and travel the world in it.  And these are all still extremely valid.

The point of this long entry, if there is one, is that my reality has reflected to me so many times that writing is healing and it holds and carries much power.  What I observed as the years read on is that I have maintained a softness. This experience allowed me to see in a very real way just how malleable this personality construct truly is.  Of course, there is a shadow side to that recognition, because it can suggest that I am impressionable.  But it also powerfully suggests that I have the ability to shape myself into anything I desire to be.  I'm absolutely certain that this ability is not unique to me, but to all of us.  So what will I do with all of this from this point forward (backward, upward and downward)?  Well, I'll let my story continue to flower and empower me.  It has rekindled my love for writing to myself daily and I encourage you to begin the archiving of yourself as well, whether through written word (handwritten is most powerful in my opinion), video logs, etc.  This is 2011 and it seems there is little time left in the Kali Yuga... These are our stories people!!!  At some point, I realize we will all let go of them, but it is an ancient mystic truth that journaling stores power and it seems also that these are the most powerful times of our lives, of our humanity...  I intend to re-member it ALL.

bowing in the luminosity of your glow...

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Ides of March

"The Ides of March"

The idea now of this general timing that you have called, in your society, "The Ides of March," though we understand that, technically speaking, it is your 15th; recognize that there is a larger window than just a single day for the phenomenology that is represented by the term, "Ides of March".

Relatively speaking, you can draw a window from about your 12th day of March to your 18th day of March, give or take a day or two on either side, depending upon the year, depending upon the changes that have gone on in your collective consciousness as to the energy that surrounds an approximate midpoint of March 15th.

This gateway that we are referring to is simply the result of your collective consciousness on many different levels, both physiologically and non-physiologically, of course, coming to a certain point of momentum...a certain point in the cycle of the changes and the evolution that goes on within you.

As each and every one of you, individually, begins to explore and investigate certain things and move in certain directions, your collective momentum creates certain energy gates that afford the individuals in your society an opportunity to ride the collective energy of that gate through to another level...through a doorway to another level, another accelerated momentum of yourself.

It is an opportunity, in this Ides of March window, for you to have better assessment about who and what you are, to more precisely clarify who and what you believe yourself to be, who and what you desire yourself to be.

This timing is a particularly, shall we say, important one.  It is like unto the eye of the needle, as you describe it, in that the only way you can really allow yourself to pass easily, without struggle...without pain...without effort, through the eye of the needle, through the transformational, transitional eye of the needle doorway, and to really let go of all the things that don't belong to you, because only you, only the true you...the real you...the natural you will fit through the eye of the needle.  Anything that does not belong will not fit. If you try to bring it with you through the eye of the needle, it will be a struggle, it will be a strain; it cannot fit.

So now is the time for clarification and cleansing, for releasing of those ideas, those belief systems, those patterns, habits, and so on and so forth, that may have been placed within your consciousness by your parents, by your peers, by your society, that do not define the
you you prefer to be, that are not about who you KNOW you really are, in your heart of hearts... to let them go and to redefine and reassess yourself, especially now at this time, because it is SO fortuitous, the momentum that exists right now for high acceleration.

If you are really willing to let go of those things that don't work for you, then this timing is when you can really take advantage of the collective energy of your society that affords you, as we have said...this wave, to ride through the gate, through the doorway, so that on the other side, at the end of this particular timing of cycle, as we have labeled it, you can find yourself truly beginning to function as a new person in a new reality, having let go of those things that have been holding you back...weighing you down.  And find yourself much more highly accelerated, and feeling lighter and seeing more instantaneous manifestation in your lives, keeping things more in the present...more in the now, more immediate...rather than projecting into the future, projecting into the past.

Letting go of those things that don't serve you will help you remain more firmly in the present, and allow you to gather and integrate all your energy in the here and now, so that you can function with more awareness, more consciousness.

This keys into the whole idea of communication to your higher levels of consciousness, other dimensions, other realms...the Infinite, what have you, your guides, it doesn't matter, the angels, as you call them, it doesn't matter.

This keys into your ability to have clearer communication within your self and with all levels of consciousness.  The idea that you so often call prayer, though you do not have to use that term, (this does not have to be focused in what you call a religious connotation), but just because you utilize that term, we are utilizing it now to demonstrate and describe, to symbolize what we are discussing.

Prayer...when you pray, when you communicate with the Infinite, when you communicate with more of yourself, when you communicate with your guides, or whatever it is you wish to label that you are  communicating with, it is is is KEY, that you remember that prayer must be IN THE PRESENT.  And what this means is this, everything...everything that you desire, everything that you want that is really representative of your truth, your natural self...your true excitement...your true joy, everything that you would say that you would ever wind up getting in your life, you have already been given. It may be invisible to you at the moment, but you have already been given everything!

Creation was a singular act, it all exists in one moment, time is your illusion in physical reality, but creation is a singular act, and everything that you believe you might some day get, you actually already have right now.  You've all been given everything that is your true hearts desire...EVERYTHING.

So when you pray and ask for something, recognize you do not need to ask to be given something you don't have.  When you pray you are asking for assistance to see that you have already been given it.

Once you have the assistance to see that you have already been given what you are asking for, that means your vibration then equals that idea, that reality...that experience...that gift.  And once you equal the vibration of that gift, it becomes visible to you, it becomes, as you say, manifested in your reality. But it isn't that it is actually manifesting as if it wasn't there; it's just that you have learned to see what has always been right here, right now, more clearly.

Because you have everything...EVERYTHING you could ever want, it has already been given to you, there is nothing outside of you, there is nothing beyond you, there is no outside, there is no beyond. Everything is here and now, but in various states of visibility and invisibility, depending upon the frequency that you are operating on, and that means the belief system, the definitions that you buy into most strongly.

That's what allows you to perceive various aspects of the one reality that is all right here.  When you learn more clearly to shift, to tune your frequency, to match that which you desire, then you will see that it has always been right here, and you will know that you have always contained it, and you will then experience it as so.

And again, as we have said, the way that you can more easily allow yourself to learn how to tune in this way, is to let go of those things that don't belong to you, let go of those definitions that don't work for you.  Don't insist on holding on to them, they will only hold you back like baggage you don't need.  Lighten up...lighten your load, and you will experience more enlightenment.

Now, also, as we have discussed recently, just an interesting idea...just an interesting suggestion, just an interesting technique. This is a little bit, what you call in your language, tongue in cheek, nevertheless, sometimes doing something in a playful way can actually have profound impact and affect in your life.  And so what we have to share with you, what we have to suggest to you is this idea, play with it however you wish.

If you find that you are more practiced at being afraid in life than being joyful...than being trusting...than being certain, if you find you are more practiced, that it more automatically comes up that you are afraid of something, then go with your strengths and be afraid that you will be a total success.  Because your fear, in attracting negativity to you, can, as the strongest energy within you, be used to attract what you want as well.  So, go with your strengths.

If you find that you believe that you must make sacrifices in life, then sacrifice the things that don't work for you and watch them dissolve. Let yourself sacrifice those things instead of sacrificing what you prefer. You can use the same mechanism for the things that you don't need as well as the things that you do.  Play with that idea and see what happens.

As you do so you will generally find that you will learn why you were motivated to focus and choose the things you don't REALLY prefer, and how you can be motivated to choose the things you do prefer. Because everything is a motivation, EVERYTHING that you do.

As we have said many times, remember... there is no such thing as a lack of motivation, there is no such thing as a lack of trust, you're always trusting in something, the question is what are you trusting in.  You are always motivated, you are always choosing something, the question is why are you motivated to choose something that you believe isn't really working for you.  Remember, if you're not doing the thing you want to do, it is not because you're not motivated to do that thing, it's because you are motivated to do something else.  Find out why.

When you understand the motivational reasons you have created in your mind, for why you choose to do what you do, why you choose to stay where you stay, why you choose to behave the way you behave, why you choose to be where you are, then you will understand how you can change the definition. And you will, by changing the definition, change the feelings and the motivation concurrently, because everything is connected to the strongest definition, the strongest belief you have about what you think is possible in life.

And once you change your definition...your motivation is automatic in the direction of the strongest belief...the strongest definition. It's as simple as that.  Remember, this is not philosophy...this is physics. Everything is energy and that's all there is to it.  Match the frequency of the reality you want and you cannot help but get that reality.  It can be no other way. This is physics.

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Ancient Future Alien Language

Bashar is a sassanian contact specialist, and pilot, whose ship is currently above Sedona, Arizona.  He has been one of my guides since forever and continues to illuminate the good stuff.  Chanting these words or simply using them at all activates a particular frequency and connection with these guys... and the symbols represented below dial in various galactic energies.  Just laying the groundwork...


Friday, February 18, 2011

Sweet Surrender

I am knee deep in this process and so I'm taking some time out to post this and going right back into it. A charge has come up for me that seemed to be externally insignificant and actually quite silly, but I have allowed myself to move past the appearance and truly feel the charge. It put me in touch with a very desperate part of my ego and I recognized the need to share my experience with one of my close friends. Her reflection was so perfect because she allowed me to be in that state without trying to fix anything (thank you dakota).  

Note: As a friend, this is truly one of the greatest gifts one can receive. Someone who can hold space for you to be who you need to be, and not invalidate your experience by trying to fix anything. Allowing the natural course of suffering to flow and turn itself into joy once the charge has been neutralized.

So through my hilarious realizations of my process, I asked the Universe to please give me more specific directions. The song "Sweet Surrender" was then momentarily turned up to full blast in the restaurant... And this is where it has lead me so far. For Bashar to say "this really is, in a sense, the most important, the most fundamental principle of all the things that we have ever discussed..." is pretty significant. I STRONGLY SUGGEST you ch-ch-check it out!

B:  All right, I'll say good day to you, this day of your time. How are you all?

Audience:  Great, Perfect, Good!

B:  Let us begin, once again, by thanking you for co-creating this transmission and allowing our civilization to experience you in this way. Recently, during our last transmission through this window to you, we began to speak about the idea of surrender.  This is one of the most important concepts that we can share with all of you.  It is the concept that will, in a sense, sum up all the other tools and techniques we have discussed with you, put them to best use by bringing them all under the umbrella of the concept of surrender.  So we will continue with this idea, so that there will  be enough opportunities for each and every one of you to understand how to apply, how to use this idea in your lives to your benefit, to create, to allow profound change  in a direction that is reflective of the infinite possibilities that you are.  So, you must first of all remember that when we talk about the idea of surrender, we are not talking about the idea of invalidating who you are, rather just the opposite.  We are talking about total validation of who you are, what you are, what you were created to be.

Surrender, in your language, in the sense that most people on your planet usually use it, means that in some senses the kind of giving up that you do goes hand in hand with losing something of yourself, giving away something, giving your power over; this is not what we mean by surrender in this context.  What we mean here is the stopping,  the  cessation of trying to be who you think you need to be and the beginning of simply allowing yourself to be who you are, to surrender the personality game, to give up the personality game that you have been taught for many years to think that you were supposed to play.  And in letting that go, in giving it up, in surrendering it, then actually allowing yourself to be what you were created to be, which is in the image of the Infinite. Which means you are created to be unlimited possibilities and, thus, then when you surrender the limiting personality mask that prevents you from seeing that you are Infinite being, that you are unlimited possibilities. When you give that up, you are then allowing the universe, which is a mirror, to reflect, not just the limited personality that you think you are supposed to be, but instead to reflect the unlimited possibilities that you actually are and to allow your life, as we said before, to become an infinite series of miraculous circumstances because that is what you are, miracles of Creation.

And as we said, remember, you are Creation itself, you are the act of creation, you are the event of creation itself.  So to surrender to life, to surrender to Creation, to surrender to the Infinite, no matter by what name you wish to call it, it doesn't matter, by so doing, you are surrendering to your true nature and allowing your reality automatically to show you the miracle of creation that you are. And, thus, then, your reality in physical linear terms can represent the miracle that you are by a continuous series of synchronicities that always support you, that benefit you, allow you to experience expanded creativity and abundance.

Remember, please, that this is physics not just a nice idea, not just pretty words. When we talk about the idea of surrendering, we are talking about one of the most profound acts of love, self-love, creation that you can do. And in so, finally, just letting go, just stopping all the trying, all the struggling, all the striving of what you think you are supposed to do, in order to quote/unquote,  "Have what you think you are supposed to have." When you give all that up, when you finally just get so tired of trying to be who you think you are supposed to be and give up because you just get so tired of trying to push this that way, pull this this way, and make things fit, and make thing things fall into place, and make things work, when you finally get so tired of doing all that pushing and pulling, when you finally give it all up and let go, then, then the miracles happen, then you can experience life for what it is, unlimited possibilities.

So, remember when you surrender your personality, when you let go and you give it up, you are surrendering to life, you are surrendering to the Infinite, you are surrendering to your true self. You are not losing anything, you are nor giving your power away.  You are once and for all, finally, allowing yourself to actually be who you are, your natural self, your true self.

We will continue to work with each and every one of you in this manner and on this principle because this really is, in a sense, the most important, the most fundamental principle of all the things that we have ever discussed. And every other thing, every other tool, every other technique, every other idea we have ever discussed with each and every one of you will all fall under this notion of surrender.  For if you do not allow yourself to be who you are then, really, anything else that we have discussed will not really be fully allowed to function for you, to work for you, in the biggest most expansive way that it possibly could.  You might see little successes here and there, little glimpses here and there, but without the surrender you're really, again, working in pieces through the personality which is limiting and this is not what each and every one of you have said you want life to be.

So let us begin, day by day, step by step, to just let go, to trust, to not care so much, worry so much and, again, we do not mean 'care' in the sense of no longer do you care for people; we do not mean it that way.  But to stop caring and worrying so much about the things you think you are supposed to do and the way you think you are supposed to do them. But just let life show you who you are, and let life show you how you can unfold in miraculous ways.

We thank you, once again, for allowing us, in this transmission, to remind you of the importance and the power of surrender and letting go.  And in return for the gift, once again, that you are giving to us in allowing us to experience you in this exchange, I ask in return, what way may I now be of service to you?

Audience:  Bashar! Bashar! Bashar!

B:  And to you, good day.